~~Where Did the Passion GO?~~

In the beginning we were inseparable. No one could have prepared me for the resentment I now hold in my heart. At first things were as if I were living a fairy tale come true and nothing or no one could have wakened me from that dream. You were my knight in shining armor that came into my life at just the right time….!




You swept me off my feet during what I thought was the one of the worst and darkest times in my life. With the guidance of the man above you helped me to move past all that pain, anger, and confusion. You became my best friend, my comforter, and the one person I knew I could always count on. Where did all that go…….?



I know every relationship has its ups and downs but here lately we have had more downs than is allowed in a single football game. Things with us have become such a double standard to the point that I am so confused. It is okay for you to come, go, and do as you please but when it is my turn then it is a problem. What is the problem…..?



We have had the same argument since for what seems like an eternity now and everything gets laid out on the table but nothing is ever really fixed. We continue to go through the motions of you promising that you will change and do better. How long does it last, not long enough? It last long enough for the sticky on back of the band-aid to wear off. How do we move forward……?



I am starting to wonder if there is a future for us at all. I have heard many say that having a piece of man is better than having no man at all. I have tried to take what I have and work with it but you have to understand that you cannot teach an old dog new tricks. I am starting to see signs as we continue down this highway that seems ever ending. Wait the sign says crossroad up ahead, which way do we go. If we take the highway to the left it seems to hold uncertainty. Will things remain the same or change for the worst? The highway to the right seems to hold change for the better and hold a promising future for us. What do we do; Which way do we go……?



I don’t know, you tell me what does it hold………?